On the mountains...

How beautiful on the mountains

are the feet of the messenger who brings good news,

the good news of peace and salvation,

the news that the God of Israel reigns!

Today is my last day in Kansas. Ever since we moved here..I've been counting down the days until I would leave. Now, I wish I could stop counting. I just want a little more time...especially with my family. They are a gift to me. For everything they've done for me. Everything they've imparted in me. I will be forever grateful. How could I not be anything but thankful?
Recently, I returned from a trip to Kentucky. It was one of the best trips I've ever been on...honestly. I came home from that trip knowing that I loved my family. Don't get me wrong, I've always known I've loved them...but this time, I realized that I genuinely loved being around them. When I returned to Kansas, I brought my newfound love to my aunt and uncle. And they made me realize that my family in Kentucky aren't the ones who've changed. It was me. I'm not the same girl I was when I moved from KY at 14 years old. I am different, a brand new creation. God sent me there as an apostle. That's where my mission started. Within the first 20 minutes of arriving in KY, my little cousin John Blake and I were praying over  my mom. She was previously in the hospital for 3 weeks fighting off pneumonia in both lungs. And there I was, praying for her healing and for the fulfillment of God's calling in her life. I was even reconnected with kids I went to elementary school with. In the end..I was laying hands on them too! Praying for God to show Himself strong in their lives. And you know what? He did. This trip was so great because I remained the true Susanna Carol Willhite. Staying strong in who I am.
Tomorrow is when my mission continues. My aunt, uncle, and John Blake are driving down to Dallas, TX to catch a flight to Guatemala. The time is getting closer...and the fight against the enemy is growing. I'm about to embark on the journey that God has placed before me...and the Devil doesn't dwell in happiness over that. He's causing my nerves to rise...and the fear to set in. But, you wanna know something? I will not stand for it. I know what God wants me to do. And I will be faithful to complete it. Yes, it may be hard. No doubt it will be. But..God...He is teaching me to be content...content alone. With Him..and Him alone. 
I know where I am headed. And I know it's where I'm supposed to be right now. God has called me righteous...and He called me beautiful. Especially my feet. Isaiah 52:7 says, "How beautiful are the feet of the messenger who brings the good news, the good news of peace and salvation." And that's just what I'll be doing. Walking on the paths with the love of Jesus in my heart..spreading it to everyone I come into contact with. Jesus thinks I'm beautiful, and He thinks my feet are too.